4hrs of YT.

nothing happened + i took a nap + ratio.

this has been pretty bad! No sign of any movement on the irl tasks. the newer thing has to wait til monday before there's any chance.

tomorrow is totally free. I should stream. =w=

Tumbleweed sometimes gives me update problems. like, conflicting dependency versions. Usually i can just go into YaST software and switch out which version i have installed. then the update works fine!

usually this happens with Mesa. Today, a package called "rpm-build" is requiring patch. but installing patch requires uninstalling busybox-patch, which i think other packages are depending on. busybox-patch is supposed to be a drop in replacement, so why is a modern package even asking for patch...? >w>

maybe changing my busybox version will help? nope! i'm not a Linux Person so until this gets sorted out, i can't update. or, if i do, catastrophic failure might await. someone i follow on mastodon (mcc) was just posting about pwning their OS in a really similar way. gah! i wish i were on top of my, like, btrfs time travelling powers. to restore to a "known-good state" as the nerds say

so. again. tomorrow's free! i should stream. i can stream. It would solve all my problems! (it would solve 1 problem.)

a break from the vortex would be nice. i'd like to give that to myself :p

but it's very easy to stay there and spin in circles! it's very cozy if you ignore the dread

i gotta get out regardless :/ Goodnight.