1hr 20 on YT! I wish more days were like that :P

it's that low bc of what day it is. i didn't have time!

like i thought, nothing else happened today either. i. i didn't have time.

i took a nap a bit earlier, though. so i had some time. after midnight, i'll probably play a video game a bit? i'm not known to game very much, but there's a game i nearly finished a few years ago that's been bugging me. I want to listen to its soundtrack, but i don't want any spoilers. it shouldn't take long to beat, i think.

For the first time in a while, i'm pretty commitment free for a few days. there's something i need to check on every now and again, which could make me busy in a heartbeat. so, i can't relax yet. can i ever relax =w= you'd think someone who watches so much youtube does nothing but relax. i am distressed at all times! impending (personal) doom is just around the corner, and i'm doing so little to get ready for it. i'm not set up for any kind of stability :P. it makes things tough! it's hard to enjoy anything.

i wanna draw tomorrow =w= i won't enjoy that, either. it's a "30 minute sketch" that's taken me dozens of hours across 8 months and it will never look good, so it's a permanent embarrassment. but i don't want to give up on it. even though it'll suck, that won't matter if i get it done, keep the promise to ppl i like, and make their day a bit brighter. y'know?

sappily,
Goodnight!