4hrs20 of youtube today ;^;

I got up around 11:30 and saw some ~new~ task. I spent a lot of time on it, but then there were technical issues and it's stalled, blocked on someone else getting to it >_>

And, the other deadline has been delayed again. I was never contacted about it! i am being left high and dry

thru the chaos I never drew. that's why the plan was only fool-resistant. I didn't even make any changes to the work! what a mess.

tomorrow has plenty of irl tasks. very busy. i can't wake up past 11 again, there's real pressure! I wish i had that for the things i want to do.

i'd better get to bed, then. today was not good, but goodnight :(