4hrs of YT. Nothing happened today! I didn't make the phone call -- I didn't feel threatened enough :P it's nothing crucial, nothing's directly relying on me. it's just a proactive bit of work I have to do on my own schedule for my benefit. so it's totally invisible to others if i do nothing =w=

I'm not going to go shopping for a while, so my mouse will be broken until then. Tumbleweed still can't update. You'd think holding my drawing stylus all day would make me more likely to draw! not so.

actually, i do need to go shopping, tomorrow or wednesday. i have to pick a few things up. blegh. all these sour expsenses!

i don't know if i can make myself draw tomorrow. that is, i have less faith than usual. there finally WILL be closure on that old IRL task from a week ago. It's happening tomorrow or Wednesday :) that's still a lot of slack, but at least it's (provisionally) useful.

a very complainy day. i don't mean to be like that! I could've made together better in a lot of ways. It was in my power, and it wouldn't've taken much effort. -w- 2 minutes of dedication could work wonders if i'd just make it happen. but it seems i never do! When was the last time I did something? November 8th, it looks like? and only for a tiny moment then. gragh! it's like i've created a habit of writing about how i'm not doing anything. can't stand it

that's all! tomorrow will be dreadful, so i don't know what to expect. i'll start the day with YT as usual, and probably only stop to do the bare essentials to get through the day. Unless I take action to do it differently. i'd like to! so. i think maybe there's a small thing i can do. let's see.

forebodingly,
Goodnight!